71 more days to your birthday. It is make it or break it for us. I think it will be the day when I can proudly ask you to be my girlfriend back, or maybe its the day when I totally flunk and we will remain status quo forever.
After spending the 2 days with you, I came across a new finding. You told me you were quite comfortable with status quo. That made me worried and upset. But I need to find out why. I thought over it the entire night and I realised, I lack trust in you. This is the main reason for our break down and in the next 70 odd days I am going to try and show to you that I love you so much that I will learn to trust you. I really do not want such a beautiful relationship go to waste. I told my friends, I will do something epic for your birthday, if I dont succeed, then I will leave. Leave completely. I am not sure how I am able to do it. But i guess now without ur stuff in my house, it will be easier. But I really do not want to do that. Please let the next 70 plus days be smooth and my preperations for your birthday to be smooth. Please dont let any assholes capture your heart before I do. My plan will be documented in this blog (hopefully), and I hope that I can pull off somethng that can move you, that can make you return to my side. Lets make "Victor and Karmun" happen again
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