I think, it could very well be time for us to move on with our own lives. The past week I have been trying to lessen my dependency on you. I am not sure if i am doing the right thing, and not sure if you noticed, but we are slowly drifting apart. the whole problem with the situation is that we build our friendship on love. I liked you before you were my friend. now that we are apart, it is hard for us to become friends again. I want to be back with you. but as time progresses on, I realised that no matter how much I try or do, it will never touch you again. Because the answer is simple, you dont love me anymore. But it is okay, no one is indispensible in this world.
Two months ago, you said that you were not ready for a full break up. I guess you should be ready by the time your birthday comes. :) it will be the time when we truly part. Maybe we will be friends again if we ever cross path. But my hope of getting back with you again is declining day by day. Ultimately, once i leave for taiwan if the situation remains the same, i guess that will be it. :) It was a nice two years plus. Without you, victor gan wldnt be able to be who he is today. THroughout the tough times, you kept me going, you were my motivating force. Now that I lost you, I will have to depend on myself. But I know i can do it. jiayou, carmen.
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