After days of despair and sadness over losing you. I have been evaluating what went wrong in our relationship I am really sad to say that it is because your feelings for me waned over the years.Maybe I am too boring or something, maybe you just want to stay as good friends with me and nothing else. I know i said i will wait for you, but its been rather painful and you dont really know. I know we should keep our option open but from the way u were interacting with other male friends on face book still made me jealous and heartbroken. HAHA. u may say that u dont have to answer to me at all now, oh well. That is true.
There are times when I really want to run away like a loser and forget about you.
There are times when I want to stay and try to hold on to whatever is left of our relationship.
There are times i hope I am not just an obligation to you...
Yesterday you pushed me away for the first time in 2 years. You stayed firm. Are we really over? I really hope not. I am going to chase you back.
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