Yesterday was the day we informally broke up. The pain in me was crazy. I wonder if we can still find the same feelings we had for each other 2 years ago if we managed to patch up. If on sunday, u decided that this is the end, can i really accept it?
Maybe I cannot. But I have to right. :( There are nothing much that I can do. Thats why i started this blog. I will pen down whatever miserable feelings that I will feel after you leave. when i managed to leave this blog, it meant that I have gotten over you totally. I wonder how long will i take to recover...
Everytime during tough times, your smiley and cute face will come to my mind and i told myself to push on. I know you had fun during ur camp, thats what u told ur friends, but the only regret is me smsing youand pestering you. It will not allow you to enjoy urself thoroughly. its kind of hurting because in the past you depended on my sms. But its okay, you probably wouldnt get to read this blog anyway. I was really hurt. I read the gifts and the blog we once had. Are you really the kar mun that loved me?
Maybe its like a married couple kinda thing. When you get together for too long the feeling just gets diluted. and u are leaving towards another phase of ur life while I am still training in army. All thse should play some part in our break up.
2years 2 months. The most serious love of my life for the longest time. I hope i can get over u soon.
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