wtf is wrong with meee!!!!

It is 8 am in the morning. Oh man, I am feeling so so so so damn worried now. I cant get through the phone to you and you are not replying... FREAK. Why am I torturing myself SO MUCH. I feel so horrible. you are probably okay. I wanna deliver breakfast to you but I am so scared you are not in, what can i do what can i do. I did a card for you, but will I be able to pass it to you? WHY AM I TORTURING MYSELF! WHY DO I CARE SO MUCH FOR?